hmm.. today wasnt better at all to me.. can feel a tension btw me n others... I tink this is the obstacles of life ba. Damn lousy life now... crap... Bo bian ar.. must be able to get over this step ba. Today suddenlly all goin queensway... wanted to go but then me mum today off day, so need go home.... hai.. promise cody to go wif him one. bo bian.. So today me n ah ln became the outcast... Wat i feelin now is rather confusin.. stress? sad? tired? or wat??? i also dun noe.. feel so far away frm all... frens bla bla bla... wat is happennin? i dun even noe.... hai.. screw up life now.. :(