Jus tok wif panda n read lt blog. Lettin lose the anger in me. Anger will disrupts one's intepretation. ZS to many is not a serious wrker. But panda say he did put in effort. But the end product dat zs produce doesnt show much. End up all of us see's dat he did not put in effort to do it. Whose fault is it? ZS? Us? or whoelse? ZS is at fault, cos his wrk doesnt show whether he got put in effort a not... We r also at fault, we must try to tink frm his shoe, maybe his home got problem which affected his studies? or maybe we see him bu shuang?
Y am i angry? Issit becos of zs? yes, he's part of the reason. Wat else? Maybe i'm angry of myself. Y am i not capable of handlin this kind of pathetic situation dats happennin? Our frenship is on the line now i can say, u may tink dat i am siao, but after the convi wif him, our distance have been pull further apart. Wat james said to zs might be harsh, others might think dat it will also happen to them. (u noe hu) but we did for zs own gd. We wan him to noe wat we feel now bout him, we wan him to change this attitute if not he will not survive much in the real world. We treat him as a fren dats y we r doin this. We may sound like the vallian... but tink about wt u had done, in which leads to todays situation. We r givin him a chance to change, but u dun get chances everyday. hope he can cherish this chance we r givin him.

Tutorials.. lectures... all this r addin on to my stress daily.... cant seems to reduce it... Sumtimes i feel so lost... feel so neglected by all... frens jus seems to be further n further away frm me... Lonely at times... Y isnt there a way to solve this? anyone can help? Lets jus hope everything will go smoothly frm tmr onwards. Its will be a better day tmr.