Jus reach home n finish bathin.

Today woke up at 1.30pm hehe.. slp till bao bao again lalala... Have nasi lemak for lunch. Then ah Ln came my hse discuss bout the log book for PiC had an hr++ discussion. End up, monday still need go ask teacher on certain things. Time bout 3.30pm. Me dad ask me to wrap a wooden board wif the wood grain design sticker thingy... took me bout 35mins to finish it.. phew..

Time is 4.10pm time to get out of the hse liao. Meetin Cassandra, my meimei, for dinner. Its a make-up for her bday haha.. Reached city hall mrt at 5pm. Met Cass, then dicided not to stay at city hall, then we took a train dwn to orchard.. walk along wisma then to taka... then to heeren n to centerpoint... then to plaza sing... sian sia... nth to do one, chat while walkin along the way. nv shop jus walk pass sum of the shoppin center. Actually wan go swensen for dinner one, but then crowded... Wan try thai express... but then see liao bit sian, spicy stuff cos she jus remove her wisdom tooth recently so better avoid spicy stuff for the time being. So we took train dwn to hougang. Wen to hougang mall... super sian.. nth at all one. Bought 2 Gillette M3 Shaver for my dad n god-father. Sit outside hougang mall... cant decide wat to eat for dinner haha... very jia lat sia.. Then we decided to go to kovan, heartland mall there. also nth, walk hawker center also nth... haha.. end up we had dinner at Yoshinoya. Tok n laugh while eatin, until bout 9pm we left. I send her home after that, rite up to her doorstep. Had fun wif her, she so stress up, so hope today i got help her destress ba.

Took bus 74 to AMK mrt then took a train back to yishun. Wen to my grandma hse to pass my god-father the prez, though its one day early haha.. , n then have durian to eat. hehe... my favourite. Its 11pm already, so i left for home, which is like bout 6 blocks away. haha... Bathe n tok wif my parents a while then on com. Nxt thing is i chattin wif cass n eggy n bloggin lolx...

Hmm.. today woke up at bout 1.45pm. haha.. slp till bao bao. Bathe n change, then me cousin arrived. Well, time was bout 2.45pm liao, we 5ppl, wen to sakae sushi at northpoint for a sushi buffet. haha.. eat until all wan vomit.. cham liao.. fat liao.. hai... bo bian... I ate 3 soft-shell crab hand roll. Cant resist the temption of the soft shell crap, one day must eat soft shell crab buffet haha.. if there is one la..... -.- Start makan at 3pm then left at bout 6pm lolx. 3hr of eatin, but i oni ate bout 1hr like dat i stop liao.. buay tahan.. really full. haha..

Today mum dwn wif a cold.. still must wrk hai.. poor thing ar.. jus hope she will get well soon. Luv u mum!!

Today's a short day ba since i woke up so late haha... not much things happen. Did sum tutorials n wen to neopets to check it out. Still as borin as usual.. haha.. well. dats all for today ba.

Hmm... i tink today was gd, way way better then b4. Thigns seems to be goin more smoothly liao.

Today got 8hrs lecture.... crap... tooooooo tired liao... Wif jus 3hrs to sleep cant survive.... almost.. Tryin damn hard to stay awake.. but sumhow i manage to endure the whole day of madness.... lucky.

Sem project n Productivity & Creativity... make me stress liao... Need more ideas... Brain jam liao... Eggy, need ur help liao haha...

Everyone was tired today... all like not much mood.. but still we got tok n joke la. Got tok to the gang today.. But tmr maybe all can get a gd rest ba, cos tmr dun need go sch haha. no lesson hehe.. yeah!! Summore tmr goin wif me siblings n cousin, most prob goin sakae sushi for buffet ba haha... well.. dats all for today ba.

Today at least a bit better then yesterday i guess..
Lesson start at 11pm - 1pm

Durin break quite sian. eat quietly... jon was sittin alone on another table Lt nv eat so go join him. then slowly all go over. left me n boon. Boon was playin his psp. Me doin nothing... feel like goin over... but i hesitated... wat if i go over then the convi stop... or no more laughter all this... Or maybe jon was there? i dun noe.. maybe i tink too much.. so i remain at my seat.... Feel soo... hai.. wateva...

Meet mentor, alberty, at 2.30 for the everyyr sign attendance thingy. so bo liao..
After dat me n cody wen to penisular plaza there to see shoe. Cody goin to buy, but too bad dun have his size. then he in dilema whether to buy or nt to buy, then stress up. We wen to funan had dinner at kfc. Then back to penin. James then come meet us. End up nv buy the shoe. Follow james to funan makan at pastamania.. me n cody share on 10inch pizza. Nxt we decided to go bugis.

Reach bugis, wen to converse. the shoe there the variety very sian.. Then we walk around bugis n edge. Finally we wen to a nike boutique at lvl 3. Cody bought his shoe at last, after we psycho him haha.. Wen to levi's boutique. saw one shirt i like, but then the price.... $99.50... wth... so ex... hai... have to part wif it.. N one square cut jeans... $100+++++++++ hai... also must part wif it... so jia lat.. no $$... It was quite late liao, bout 9pm, so we go take train home.. Cody alight at tpy. me then had a lonely trip home.. lucky i got bring my mp3, at lesat got sumthing to do. Reach home at bout 9.35pm. Bathe n online. Blog liao. maybe later go do sum tutorials cos this week i really slack a lot... tmr still got 8am-5pm lesson... hai..

Life is so unpredictable.. There r time whr ur life is at its best peak. n There r time whr ur life is dwn n under.. even lower then the 18lvl of hell... well.. mine now is quite screwed up, but tryin to unscrew it slowly ba..

hmm.. today wasnt better at all to me.. can feel a tension btw me n others... I tink this is the obstacles of life ba. Damn lousy life now... crap... Bo bian ar.. must be able to get over this step ba. Today suddenlly all goin queensway... wanted to go but then me mum today off day, so need go home.... hai.. promise cody to go wif him one. bo bian.. So today me n ah ln became the outcast... Wat i feelin now is rather confusin.. stress? sad? tired? or wat??? i also dun noe.. feel so far away frm all... frens bla bla bla... wat is happennin? i dun even noe.... hai.. screw up life now.. :(

Jus tok wif panda n read lt blog. Lettin lose the anger in me. Anger will disrupts one's intepretation. ZS to many is not a serious wrker. But panda say he did put in effort. But the end product dat zs produce doesnt show much. End up all of us see's dat he did not put in effort to do it. Whose fault is it? ZS? Us? or whoelse? ZS is at fault, cos his wrk doesnt show whether he got put in effort a not... We r also at fault, we must try to tink frm his shoe, maybe his home got problem which affected his studies? or maybe we see him bu shuang?
Y am i angry? Issit becos of zs? yes, he's part of the reason. Wat else? Maybe i'm angry of myself. Y am i not capable of handlin this kind of pathetic situation dats happennin? Our frenship is on the line now i can say, u may tink dat i am siao, but after the convi wif him, our distance have been pull further apart. Wat james said to zs might be harsh, others might think dat it will also happen to them. (u noe hu) but we did for zs own gd. We wan him to noe wat we feel now bout him, we wan him to change this attitute if not he will not survive much in the real world. We treat him as a fren dats y we r doin this. We may sound like the vallian... but tink about wt u had done, in which leads to todays situation. We r givin him a chance to change, but u dun get chances everyday. hope he can cherish this chance we r givin him.

Tutorials.. lectures... all this r addin on to my stress daily.... cant seems to reduce it... Sumtimes i feel so lost... feel so neglected by all... frens jus seems to be further n further away frm me... Lonely at times... Y isnt there a way to solve this? anyone can help? Lets jus hope everything will go smoothly frm tmr onwards. Its will be a better day tmr.

hmm.. now feelin angry, du lan, pek chek, fed up. Y? Cos of sem pro. Not the 5mins presentation but the grpin. Today my mood was fine, though bit tired. 5mins presentation was gd. SSL say it was gd, well, make me feel gd lolx. But wat causes me this pathetic feelin now? The sem pro grpin....

Original members of the grp, Me, ah ln n phoebe. BUT THEN SSL dun let Jonathan n Zhi Sheng 2 person a grp. well, so they have to split. Jonathan join my grp n Zhi Sheng join Cody's grp (consist of cody, james n boon) James wasnt happy bout it, nobody would. I will react the same if i were him. So james voice out his view of Zhi Sheng IRRESPONSIBLE N FUK CARE ATTITUTE. James question him whether he is satisfied wif all his presentation done up till now. He jus sui sui bian bian ans. I was glad dat james voice out his view, in which also my view too. Whoever did any projects or wateva crap wif him will noe wat the hell is one person doin 2 person's task. Then Liting suggested phoebe go over her grp, then Jonathan n Zhi Sheng join my grp. Well, fine wif me. (to Liting: Tks for solving the dilema dat happen. (",)) I did not say much, cos there is no point actually.

Jus wan to let Zhi Sheng noe: U better go FAN XING about ur attitute. Ur IRRESPONSIBLE n FUK CARE ATTITUTE is gettin on my nerve. Tinkin Skill presentation also the same, must make me BEG u for ur part of the presentation, n end up i must edit it again. Tink of wat james have told u, r u really satisfied by all the presentation u did in poly up till now?? I dun see any effort in it, the 5mins presentation u said u wan to jus get over it, well fine, BUT IF u tink u can do it AGAIN for this sem project, TINK AGAIN... I will let u noe the meanin of HELL if u get on my nerve again. I mean it, if u dun believe can come try.

To Jonathan: Hey panda, i have trust n faith in u. Ur 5mins presentation was interestin, gd. Hope this sem the sem project will go smoothly for us.

To Ah Ln: Hey dude, nth much to say to u cos i complete trust n faith in u, i did one sem the sem project wif u liao. Let give our best to make this sem project a successful one.

After sch wen to chong pang for dinner alone. Tryin to calm my anger dwn. Blastin music into my head through the mp3 player. Walk slowly back home. Tink of wat is goin to happen soon. How long must my tolerance for ZS be.. 2 weeks? 3week? I wan to settle everything by week 7 or 8, so i can concentrate in my studies for the other modules. Wif phoebe n ah ln one team, i am sure we can do it. But wif ZS now.. i doubt. Everything is finalise liao, so i shall not make a fuss bout this grpin anymore, jus hope wat i am prayin hard for not to happen will not occur.

lalala... today beauty was disrupted by liting's sms. hai.... but lucky not on any dream. Ask me bring extra steamboat dat thing. ok lor. i bring. Hai.. cant go back to slp liao. Bathe n online. Steam 2 ba chang for lunch, then watch anime n chat wif ah ln n easter eggy lolx. Until bout 3+pm i left home. meet ah ln at the train station.

Reach CWP n meet phoebe n LT then i pass her the steamboat thingy. Phoebe n Liting wen back first. Me n ah ln wen dwn to basement of cwp to the singtel shop. Ah ln wan sign new contract for his singnet. Took quite some time. After dat wen to buy KFC ice-cream. nxt thing is to wait for mandy n ah boon to reach woodland mrt. So sian of waitin, me n ah ln then walk back into cwp n walk frm lvl 1 to lvl 5 then back to lvl 1 n off to mrt station again. Since we 2 got concession, we wen up to the platform again haha... to wait for mandy. Wen she arrive she told us dat cody also reachin, then we 3 wait for him at the platform also. By 4.50pm all of us arrived, except AH boon... WHR IS HE... we wait n wait n wait... call liting to check if ah boon reach liao a not.. but no news of him... Cody left first cos he carryin oyster, need fridge. Left me, ah ln n mandy waitin for ah boon.. at bout 5.15pm, liting called... she say ah boon jus reach her hse.. crap... Bo bian lor.. 3 of us go take bus to lt hse.

Reach there all start liao.. wah liao.. haha.. but nvm, jus started. We eat n crap n lame. Dat mandy kip droppin things one haha.. first is the plate of vegge, then one prawn then one cuttlefish. haha..summore each drop got sound effect one lor lolx... The last thing she drop sort of like end the eattin session, the cup of barley syrup drink... (food also left nt much anyway.) haha.. clean the mess then we all slack liao. waitin for james to come. He arrived at bout 7pm. haha.. all the food throw into the steamboat, then liting, james, ah ln n me continue to eat haha... Chat n lame again. Last thing we ate was fresh oyster. oooo... damn gd sia.. i like it. haha.. Monday got sem pro presentation, cody goin to present oyster hehe.. yes, got oyster to eat liao.

We left LT hse at bout 9pm+++ Cody dad drive his truck n send us to the mrt station. So sian, we tok tok a while. Reach home at bout 9.50pm. Bathe n online lor. Jus now jus ate ba chang haha... lalala... Tmr me dad goin to hospital for a tyrox (dun noe how to spell) treatment thingy well, hope nothin happen ba. Prayin. ok la, tink i stop here liao, wait dat easter belle kip crackin haha..

Feeeeelll sooooo gd wen woke up. haha.. woke up at 2.30pm. slp for 11hrs. gd sia. Slackin the whole day until bout 7pm then wen to northpoint wif my dad for dinner. but sian.. the food court no sit, then go kopitiam to makan chickern rice again haha... jus cant seems to end a day without chicken. hehe... dun anyhow tink ar. haha..

Was plannin wif pq to get the ba chang frm her tmr mornin one, but then wx say she gettin today, after 9pm. so i plan wif the gals to meet bout 9.30pm at amk. After dinner i wen home to get my mp3 player then wen out agian to amk. Reach amk at bout 8.45pm... sian still early, bo bian wen to arcade to waste time. Then wen playin half way, pq called... in which cause me to lose the game... wah biang... nice try. Then i wen dwn to mos burger n sit there wait for the gals to arrive. Pq reach at 9.30pm haha.. got 8 free ba chang. Tks ar!! We tok tok many thing, transfer song frm phone to phone, she makan her dinner, i buy some snacks to eat for fun. lolx Wx reached at bout 9.45pm wif her sis. her sis bought a new phone, then ask me for mp3 all this, so were transferin song again haha.. we tok for a while, then wx n her sis left in a hurry. Left me n pq again. We continue to tok for a while more till bout 10.20pm then we left for home.

Reach yishun at bout 10.50pm. Mum called, she jus end wrk, goin to buy supper. I wait for her at the RC along the way home, then walk home wif her. Well, had supper, chat a while. took a quick bath, then online liao. haha.. so sian.. nth to do. lookin forward for the steamboat tmr.

(PS: this blog is for 11/6/05 haha...)